Happy New Year

My New Year's Kiss

Happy New Year everyone! I pray that my new year is just that...happy! I also pray that all of your new years are happy too! I've been thinking about what my first blog of 2011 should be about. Should I write my New Years resolutions, or should I write about my past year events? Or perhaps I should write about the things that have been troubling my heart and my desires to make them better. I decided that I'm going to try and focus on the future and how I can make it better then my past. So here are the things that I want to focus on this New Year.

1. I want to focus on my relationship with Christ and how I can make it stronger; reading my Bible, praying, getting involved at church....

2. I want to focus on loving JT unconditionally and whole heartily, being the best wife for him; writing him little notes, doing devotions together as a couple, date nights once a week, taking care of him when he needs it, learning to understand our differences and accept them, tell him I love him everyday...

3. I want to focus on loving others without expecting their love in return or putting expectations on how I think they should love me back; writing more letters and sending more cards, praying for them, expressing how much they mean to me, forgiving them for hurting me.....

4. I want to focus on learning how to love myself; stop thinking and saying negative things about myself, taking care of my body and heath, believing that I am worthy of love and that I AM loved.....

These 4 things cover a LOT and are going to take a lot of dedication and effort but I know it is time for me to let go of so much and make a lot of changes starting with giving control back to my God.

I am excited for what 2011 hold. JT and I only have 160 days from today until our wedding day and I am beyond excited. I am going to be working on losing weight for the next 5 months so that I can look great for that day as well as just feeling better about myself! I could really use all of your encouragement and support because it's been hard to stay strong with it but I know I can do it and I WILL!!!!

Well again, Happy New Year to you all and I truly pray that your new year does bring happiness!!! I can't wait to see some of you in this coming year and know that I hold you all close to my heart.

Tell me what are some of you New Year resolutions?????